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Devil's Advocate EP (2018)

by Emily And

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1.
a glass slipper is only good for one night when you're expanding every day now and something gets in the way now so you amputate your feelings when you've run out of subjects to subjugate now emotional inflation show me something I can afford now show me something I won't get bored of and when you look into the void do you see the time that you have destroyed when you second-guess your mind for the second time in two seconds' time? I'd rather feel pain, than emptiness insane, than prudent I'd rather feel shame, than negligence inane, than pertinent it's all a game... and I'm playing devil's advocate on my brain salvation is like a summer vacation to a tourist destination; expensive, underwhelming, and of limited duration when you've run the gamut of postulations on the spectrum of inconclusions in the repetitive cycle of illusion and disillusion and when you look into the mirror do you shatter the glass just to try and see clearer? and when you've broken up your mind do you feel alive for a very short time? I'd rather feel pain, than emptiness insane, than prudent I'd rather feel shame, than negligence inane, than pertinent it's all a game... and I'm playing devil's advocate on my brain there is no silence in this city... can't see the stars at night for all the chemicals reflecting light I'd rather feel pain, than emptiness insane, than prudent I'd rather feel shame, than negligence inane, than pertinent it's all a game... and I'm playing devil's advocate on my brain
2.
maybe in a year or two I'll figure out what to say to you but when I have a lot to lose sometimes I feel scared to speak the truth and when this plane touches down none of my best friends will be around and if my colors all run dry I'll sit alone and I'll wonder why do some people have to prove them self to them self? why are some people not satisfied by things they can control? it's been...three weeks...I think...soon...I'll be more than making do with what I've got myself into it's hard to define whether anything's a waste of time I know, it hurts so bad sometimes but you'll get over it you'll always get over it you always knew you were the kind who could turn and leave their whole world behind even when it's hard to see the light you'll get over it you know you'll get over it no...there is nothing here for me to hold onto only the vaguest dream I'm following onward I wouldn't trade this world for any other ...but I know no other... maybe in another life I'd have a better alibi and would it be a better life if I never even had to try? and if the sky opened up tonight and took me for a ride when we reached the other side would I find me there asking why do some people have to have all of the attention? why do some people fail way more times than they would like to mention? it's been...six weeks...I think...soon...I'll be finished thinking through all the shit I couldn't hold on to it's hard to deny maybe everything's a waste of time oh I know it hurts so bad sometimes but you'll get over it you'll always get over it
3.
me pregunto si estoy enloqueciéndome me pregunto constantemente qué hago aquí casa día pasa el mismo con el ritmo despacito cada noche en la galería de mis sueños cuelgan las penas que no entiendo ni importa si es lluvia o son lágrimas ni importa si soy polvo o si soy barro estoy esperando la segunda primavera la primera de mi vida espero un nuevo amante y que sea vivificante mi piel tan dehiscente se romperá igual que mi mente los frutos de laburar empezarán a madurarse otra vez

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Recorded in Lanús, Buenos Aires, Argentina in 2018
Produced, recorded, and mixed by Julián Alejo Sosa.
All songs written by Emily And (Emilyann McKelvey).
Album art by Ariana Dixon @ari_art_ @p_a_c_t_

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released December 31, 2018

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